I'm a freakish weirdo delusional person. I obsess over things (like TV shows, quotes, sexy men or concepts) easily and constantly. I am exceedingly strange and contradict myself all the time. Like I think "wow I have such a unique brain!" and then I think "but I don't know how anyone else's brain is, so maybe we all have the same brain!" and it makes me feel terrible. I'm a rotund person but I don't like fast food. I'm building up a wardrobe of (mostly male) vintage clothing (I did it before it was cool B|). I also procrastinate epicly... hate beaches... like rain... My obsessions don't last very long in general (3 years max) but some do stick forever, or at least until I refresh them.
I fear life, not death. I'm scared of myself. I frighten myself. I overthink. I am one of those people who looks at everything with a critical eye and I am terrifed by what I see. I see what things mean, and I both detest it and adore it. Life makes me ill.
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My Life Goal:
I want to make films of varying lengths and natures. It is my goal to become an enlightened cinematographer and/or director within the next 7-12 years. I also love writing and editing though, and will most likely involve myself in all aspects of production, and will most definitely do some guerilla projects (like my first project - so much control! :D). My desires are epicly fierce and one of the only things that has remained an immovable goal throughout my entire life. Of course, scripted drama television/mini-series are also fascinating and I would love to be involved in those too. Music videos, animation and advertisements are also some areas I'd like to dabble in.
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"The mind of a thoroughly well-informed man is a dreadful thing. It is like a bric-a-brac shop, all monsters and dust, with everything priced above its proper value." - Oscar Wilde
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And this is the name of my production house,
ALL MONSTERS AND DUST PRODUCTIONS
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Current Residence: The University of Leeds, UK
Favourite style of art: Semi-realism.
Least favourite style of art: Chibi
Favourite genre of film: Psychoanalytical/anything challenging, or Sci-fi
Favourite film: Fight Club, A Clockwork Orange, Blade Runner, The Tree of Life, Spirited Away
Least favourite film: Disaster Movie
Favourite TV shows: Heroes, Sherlock, Sherlock Holmes, Star Trek, Supernatural, Doctor Who, Prison Break, The Big Bang Theory, Pokemon, My Parents Are Aliens, The Story of Film: An Odyssey, Horrible Histories,
Favourite books: Harry Potter, Sherlock Holmes, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time, The Chronicles of Narnia, The Picture of Dorian Gray, 101 Dalmatians, Of Mice and Men, the shriek and sliding of the leathery plastic, sliding from it's holder and onto the cold linoleum Marley & Me,